The year did not start on the best of notes, I have been antsy and pensive about an event, thankfully it is over but the amount of effort and stress I endured over it, was really not all that worth it.

I was so riled up by the happenings that I lost myself for a moment. I was back to being the angry and scary one of yesterdays. To top it all off, the hubs was recalled to practice guarding our little isle and so I was left to my own devices, no calming, centering voice of reason in sight. Hence the crazy shenanigans. Thankfully it is all over and not only can I close a chapter in my life, I can banish the scary one of yesterdays back to where she should be and must stay.

It was so bad that when the dar came back from his recall, I was still fuming. Not good, seeming it was not to do with him. Oh well, there is always collateral damage in all means of warfare, no matter how unwilling a party we are to it.

Perhaps, the year has started in such a way that has enabled me to see clearly who my real frens are and to remind me to be appreciative of them and also to remind myself that I am just not cut out to be the type of person who can smile and speak words of flattery to a person who has done so many vindictive things time and again.


I feel a great sense of relief that I can finally put this issue to rest and I am trying hard not to bitch about it anymore. Well, like I said, I'm still trying.