pissed

i wonder wat u say to someone, when they dissappoint u. i want to shout at u, but i cant. u never made any promises, at least not any i could hold u to. but i cant help it, i'm boiling. upset and sad, yet boiling. i know i onli have myself to blame, that is the onli thing holding me back from shouting at u, but more so i just want u to hold me while i cry. n for u to tell me that it's goin to be ok, n that i m just being silly. but no, u are in ur oblivious world n i just think u are a fuckwit. why the hell do i fall for fuckwits.

is it so hard to be there for someone when they need you, how much more explicit do u have to be, does i need u to talk to me now, not seem explicit enough. does i need to tok to someone not make things loud n clear? wat else do u have to say?

ah, fuck it. just fuck off.