Of Love and Life

And why does it have to be so difficult? This whole dating and courting thing.
Why is it that people cannot just be honest and upfront? I know everyone is
afraid to be hurt, of course I know, I feel the same way too.
But shouldn't the desire for happiness be greater than the fear of rejection, shouldn't the
sense of self preservation that comes like a double-edged sword be kept aside for that brief moment? If not just to find happiness?

I'm tired of boys testing limits and waters, tired of people who just want to try it out for the sake of not being alone. I want passion, an intensity that burns, that reminds me why I am alive. How can one like someone they've only met once? How can you ask someone to be with you when you've only spoken to them a couple of times? Wat's wrong with these pple? How can you like my fren and then tell me u like me? Are u nuts?

I know I'm a walking contradiction, I want happiness but I want him to come get me. I want passionate intensity but yet I don't like to rush things. I want to be swept off my feet, but I 'm terrified of falling head over heels. I want a love like the song Head over Feet.

I just want someone perfect for me, dun think I'm asking for too much now.