It has been a crazy few weeks to say the least and finally the dust is beginning to settle somewhat. I am very drained and am not too sure how to feel. Alot of things are still in limbo and altho I am somewhat apprehensive, I believe that when God closes the door, he will at least still open a window for me. For right now, I have my Faith to keep me going along with my Dar and the support of my loved ones. It is at these times that I know I must not let life get me down, there are a million other greater problems than what I have to face and in more ways than one I am truly blessed.

Guess what arrived for tea today ?! The lovely G brought cupcakes to my office in celebration of Matty's one month. Pleased as punch. It was such a welcome sight to see her swing round the corner in her mother's red 'bus', and an even greater joy to realise said cupcakes were from ccup! Ever since Wen's wedding, I have been plotting and scheming to find a reason to order the cupcakes. So, I was thrilled to see this pink box. The Dar was nice enough to offer the choc one to me, and I did not hesitate to accept. Ha. So he has brought home the other one. There was also a lovely card that accompanied the cupcakes which announced Matty's arrival and stats, with a ickle pic of him to boot. Thumbs up G! I love it, although Ccup should think of getting other colour boxes.

Anyways, Happy 1 month Matty boo, we love you!

XOXO

I've concluded, I cannot save the crazies from themselves.

A bunch of pics that had been in the phone cam for too long. From my trips here there and everywhere.

having breakfast at the usual hotel cafe


waiting for the HSR



overlooking the city


the mother being a tourist


at the night market

A New Addition

We have a new little one in the family, a brand new little fella, still fresh from the oven. At the moment he just sleeps alot, drinks alot and wants to be picked up alot. Today he turns 1 month, what a milestone and yet it seems he has been here since forever.



Welcome Matty, I love you already!

The bro and G decided to do a small dinner just with the immediate family and it was great to see everyone again, esp the little tykes. They were hilarious. They are all growing up so fast, it's amazing, everytime I see the boo, I am amazed at how much of a little boy he has become and that he is no longer the baby sausage of yesterday.

A new skin cos my old one konked out on me, no idea why but the picture on the header could not be displayed. Anyways, I am loving the new one. :)

tired

I am so drained, there are so many thoughts swimming in my head.
I am so tired, so sick of all the things that have been happening, so tired of all the fighting and pretence, so fed up with listening to the nonsense that is being said. I am so tired.

I have a wedding to plan. I have a job to keep. I have a life to lead.
I dun need this right now, or ever for that matter.
I dun need you and your negativity raining down on my life.
I dun need you and your so called, good intentions, telling me that everyone in this world aside from urself is out to get me.
I dun need u telling me how u want everything this way and that when it isn't even ur day.
I dun need u and ur emotional blackmails and pity parade when u know I'm not budging from what I say.
I dun need u waving money in my face using it as another bargaining chip.
I dun need your skewed life philosophies and selfish life lessons that seek to self glorify.
I dun need to u tell me how to lead my life.

I have choices to make, risks to take, mistakes to uncover and adventures to experience. Just like everyone else.